It’s the elfstone’s crafted in a necklace. It presents for a hopeful sign such that the elves do not forsaken the Middle Earth (Tolkien’s work, Lord of the Rings). Later, an female elf gave it to her lover, which I think imply that she would never gave up on him (for him now is embarking on a dangerous battle with the evil). Anyway, now in Hanoi, a beer club is named after this stone, Evenstar, which means “evening star”. Does it imply that we would never forsaken the craft beer? Lol. This is the excuse for drinking beer, for my addition with alcohol. Sadly, the song associates with this beer club is “Bụi hoa giấy”. That’s the song I heard when being with Chau there. Sadly, the place we used to come for drink now has been closed. The last time I drunk there, I had visited his home, waited outside and think we’re growing differently, and growing apart. Btw, now here I am, in another Evenstar (based Ba Trieu lol), drinking continuously. I’m just like my father, drinking too much, running away and ignoring my health problem. Lol, I’m too much like him.
Talking about parents, my father is not good these days. I’m thinking about moving back to live with them, for probably they are too old now, and very needy (though tough outside ha ha). My parents love me very much, more than my sis and my nephews he he. And I love them too. Anyway, I’m getting better. I do not complain when drunk, I do not cry, get angry, run around too he he. My healing works, finally. Never imagine that it could be that simple.. 😕 Just forgive yourself, for we always make mistakes, hurt people we love, but just forgive yourself.
I’m thinking about going to Black Sheep tonight, after Evenstar, huhm..
There is no soundtrack for this post, sadly. But “The fine note” is a good choice 😀